tell me if it’s really possible to find myself all prepped-up and ready to deliver a baby anytime now… the innevitable will surely happen, there is no way back and no choices to be made. things to buy and items to do can be accomplished and all info on pregnancy may be exhausted – nine months of waiting, you know.. 

still, i find myself unsure of what i am really feeling – super excited to have and hold the baby, and also super scared of the labor and delivery…

i guess i’ll chunk this off as another moment to trust the God who promised to get me [and the baby] through this with enough strength and His blessings.  and well, as always, i’m sure He won’t fail *wink!*