tell me if it’s really possible to find myself all prepped-up and ready to deliver a baby anytime now… the innevitable will surely happen, there is no way back and no choices to be made. things to buy and items to do can be accomplished and all info on pregnancy may be exhausted – nine months of waiting, you know.. 

still, i find myself unsure of what i am really feeling – super excited to have and hold the baby, and also super scared of the labor and delivery…

i guess i’ll chunk this off as another moment to trust the God who promised to get me [and the baby] through this with enough strength and His blessings.  and well, as always, i’m sure He won’t fail *wink!*

Today, i was inside the doctor’s room and i was crying – not just teary eyed but with big tear drops rolling on my temples, while my heart is extatic with joy!  This at the moment of looking at the beating heart of the most precious baby inside my tummy.  It was such a breath-taking moment!

 …and the blessing continues when the doctor announced that the baby is a boy!!!

Thank you our God, for the answered prayers!

So where are we now?

Yes! We’re at a totally different place, different culture, different people, different way of living, different setups, different routines, different currency, different weather, different lifestyle and so much more…

 Its equally exciting and scary. But mostly its fun!

I guess its because I’m with the love of my life and we’re going through this phase of our life with the Lord’s blessing.  I guess we’re adopting well and things will surely get better.

Now what’s so different in this part of the planet?  Let me tell you some:

1.  At night, everywhere is safely lighted.
2.  The transport system is good.  (Convenient trains arriving at good intervals with card payment system)
3.  Fashion-wise:  Anyone can wear any fashion they want.
4.  Its an open culture country.
5.  Every cent is useful.

I’ve met a totally ugly person inside-out! 

Once there was this woman, now here’s this man.

same body. same walk. new jeans. new look.

i like the way it hugs my legs..  feels so good. looks real great!

Lately, i find myself doing the typical mundane stuff – i mean household chores. It was actually funny that some profound thoughts will visit me while i do these stuff. I came to realize that these “chores”, which i dread during childhood and did in an auto-pilot mode when i finally matured is an inevitable part of life in this planet.

Yes i like putting things in order but what’s amazing is that this time, im enjoying it!

Arranging the room, sweeping the floors, dusting around, cleaning the restroom, preparing the dinner table, watering the plants and even cooking some yummy brownies! – though pretty unlikely of me, im surprising myself!

Currently listening to: Travelling Pants OST Score

if you cannot get rid of the family skeleton, you may as well make it dance…

- George Bernanrd Shaw

once in a while, you meet these kind of people who regard you as some kind of special..

you see i sometimes pass by this neat little canteen to buy a cup of rice in the morning for my lunch at the office (i now have a lunchbox! hehe.. married life. changed life. somebody else is now concerned that i eat well.. sweet!). and for whatever reason, they look at me with an admiring expression, asking curious questions and seemed too happy to see me buy a six.00 rice from them! the way it happens, you’d think they’re in the presence of a goddess! hahaha!

it was like from the movie Ice Age 2 when Sid, the sloth whom eveybody finds weird suddenly wakes up surrounded by a herd of little creatures who takes him as a king. unbelievable! and cool!

it can be weird but who cares. they’re placing a smile on my morning and that gives me a good start to enjoy the day.

tomorrow, another cup of rice please!

Currently listening to: Tell me something good by Pink (Happy Feet Soundtrack)

A fresh start.  A new chapter.  Trusting the God who proved to be faithful and real. Holding on to His promises of love , peace, courage, splendor and joy! Cool!

- Isaiah 54 – 55 -

Today should be a regular monthsary. But in a few days, in 3 days to be exact, is our first monthsary as a married couple!  Lovely! Hehehe.. (I can be really corny.. hehehe)

“We” has now become a part of my everyday vocabulary.  It is but a natural that today started when “we” went esplanade jogging, then “we” had mcdo breakfast, and then “we” went home, “we” took a rest, “we had lunch, then “we” cleaned the whole room – sweeping the dust bunnies, sorting stuff, throwing the unnecessary, and rearrange things, and then “we” had dinner, until ”we” sleep goodnight together.

It may get tiring, after all these activities  i mean.  But spending my everyday with a man who never fails to tell me he loves me and whom i dearly love back, “we” has now become more sweeter to say than just “i”.

Finally! I thank God everything is now in order.